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I can’t draw. So I keep telling myself. But I’m ignoring everything I’ve learnt! Why? Because I see badass drawings every day and tell myself I can draw like that, so I try and draw like that, and stumble before I’ve made it out of the starting line. I’ve done NO figure drawing, still life studies or environmental studies since finishing uni in May. I just hate my freaking thought process right now. I’m so lazy. It’s always, I’ll do it later, I’ll do it tomorrow, it will take care of itself.
No.. it won’t. Gotta get back into the right mindset. I was doing studies almost daily. Now it’s once every few weeks if that. Not good. Yeah I keep saying I can’t wait to get back to uni so I can be in a working environment, but I need to work NOW.
I shouldn’t make excuses. Finding it so hard to keep motivated. BLAH. ok lets go